Sorry that i didn't blog lately. Been busy. Its almost 11pm right now. Spent my entire day in church. actually i will be spending my entire weekend in church. ok today is a very wonderful experience honestly. Praise the Lord!! LOL...its pretty much a must blog so i'm blogging instead of sleeping cause tmr still need wake up early go church.
So lets start with yesterday. Ok so basically our catechatic ministry organised this retreat from the whole of sec 3. which is from fri to Sun. So its like on friday, yesterday, went to church in the evenings...then we assembled in the main church...had abit of P&W and then abit of a sharing session. then after that was reconciliation, aka confession, the only way your sins are truely forgiven. so its like a pretty good experience as the priest whom u confess to was like Jesus and when the whole thing is over, u fell 'pure' and new. :D
Anyway, spent 12hrs in Church today. Reached the church at 9.30am. Start off by some prayers and talks and we were like seperated into groups and have our little group sharings...obviously there are facilitators. pretty nice experience...able to interact with others and share our thoughts.. then, had more P&W, talks and sharing session...some of them are quite boring but most are pretty much spiritual. as in u can feel God's presence and u got this eager to change into a better person...
oh ya there's also this very nice video about a person giving a talk about how God created the universe and its very inspirational as it tells u how BIG God is as he can hold the entire universe in his palm while we are still figuring how large the universe is.
After Dinner was more P&W and this very special healing ritual. Honestly its life changing. Ok..there are like people standing all around the chapel and they are like praying over you and letting you receive the Holy Spirit. So its like one by one people went up and be healed.. and its pretty amazing cause after that, i can see ppl crying and people lying on the floor for a few mins cause they are resting in the spirit. LOL...i got pretty nervous when i saw all these...trembled as i approached the people who are giving the healing.
OK so...i walked up...they told me to relax cause they knew i was pretty scared...and i told them my petitions and one of them hold my hand while the other stood behind me just incase i fall. So the lady...who was holding my hands told me to close my eyes and started mumbling and speak in a foreign language. then she started speaking english and is like asking God to bless me and ask the Holy Spirit to come down on me. Then i felt more and more relaxed as i listen to her. She ask me to open my heart and receive the Holy Spirit and i did...
'Receive,Receive,Receive' she said, I started swaying back and forth...i then felt somebody holing my left shoulder. Dunno who...but at that time i assume its God. So its like i kept on swaying and like almost felt like falling backwards and then theres this voice that says 'Trust God... just let go' and i let go and fell backwards like i'm skydiving. Felt weightless at first until i felt sb catching me and gently put me onto the floor.
Ok once on the floor, felt was though the floor was a magnet...sticking me right onto the floor...i was pretty much sub-conscious, eyes totally shut - Through i'm fully aware of my surroundings. Can feel the cold floor and listen to the music being played. Felt a huge pressure on my chest as through i'm being pressed down by the Holy sipirt and its like as though the Holy Spirit is driving a sword right into my heart and destroying the devil inside. Then suddenly...my first thought came into my mind and it was 'JESUS', my eyes then automatically opened and i was like WOW.
Well, talked to some of my friends, each has their own different feelings and stuff but its all really life changing...some just cried non-stop...well, i did tear up abit cause its like so amazing... i'm like totally new...then the songs we sing after that was like totally insirational and its like u know that GOD is REALLY there!!
OMG...i love my church..LOL. Was with it ever since I was born... had many happy memories!! hallelujah! :D